Some days I feel like Suzie Homemaker and other days I feel like Suzie Psycho!
That's because I am neither and both of those things. I am Me.
The Blogs name comes from the fact that I can be so sweet,and on top of things one day... and the next day, turn into psycho bitch... who is drowning in Housework from Hell!!
This is my first post, so I just want to forewarn future followers of what this blog is all about...
It is my life. My struggles, my victories, my good days and my bad days. This is the place where I can... "let it all hang out".
This is not a "How To" blog. You may learn some things from me, you may laugh at or with me, you might cry with me...or you might decide I'm a crazy lady and not follow at all! But, you will not find tips about organizing your cupboards on here.. (although I do it at least once a month!) lol.
My life as a Homemaker will probably be what is talked about mostly...that's what I do. But not necessarily the how-to's of it, but the happiness and frustrations that come from it. I am also a young woman and sometimes I forget about that and slip into a role of old and washed up.
I am looking to find the Tera underneath of all the labels again. The girl who could think and talk freely about my feelings, hopes, dreams and gripes... without all of the "little ears" (my kids) around to listen. I have a Family blog... about the happenings of our Home... this isn't it. LOL.
I want to be creative again, I was an artist at one time... now, it has been over 10 years since I have sketched or painted anything.. (besides fingerpainting, play-doh, and painting the kitchen!!!)
Now that my kids are a little older, I realize how much time was spent ignoring "me", while I was becoming a totally different person... my kids were all born back to back...I didn't have the time or energy to do "me" things. Now they are all off in Elementary school, and I look in the mirror and wonder..."Who are you?" N I am completely happy in my life, don't get me wrong. But I think I lost a bit of myself during the last 8 years of motherhood. It's really no big deal...it's just time for me to figure out who this new 30 yr. old, wife and mom really is compared to the 22 year old, just starting out Mom I was 8 years ago.
I'm different now, and that's not a bad thing. But I'm just noticing it, so it's all new to me...LOL.
Ok. I'll ramble more tomorrow.